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Hi, my name is Mordechai Amiram Nadel. But you can call me Max, just like everyone else. That’s why I call myself in the blog nation Manx: M for Max, A for Amiram, N for Nadel and the X from the Max. Sounds logical, isn’t it?
I’m the creator of Nesseq. And I hope you agree that my contributions are not in vain.
That I use the plural instead of the singular is not a sign of megalomania but rather the expression of my hope, that some day the work on Nesseq will not be a one-man show!
If you also have some ideas or articles, please send them to us and we will publish them if they fit the subject.
I hope you enjoy the Nesseq web site and find the inspiration to act.
In the year 2008 the Israeli news paper Ha’aretz published an article about me. Herewith I distance myself from what is written there. I never claimed to want to save the world. I would be happy if I succeed to build saving boats for me, my family and friends in case that the Climate Change becomes a catastrophe. And, of course, that many more people around the globe will have built such self sustainable entities, which will ensure their survival.
NESSEQ.COM was formerly the NEXS.ORG.
The domain name was changed because some domain registrars simply hold one hostage and make difficulties with the transfer of the domain to another hosting company.
The decision was then made to change the domain name altogether.
Let’s see how the new registrar will be!
THANKS TO:
Georg – You really got the ball rolling.
Nimrod of ataron.com – Thanks for all.
Anika from Earthmandala – Sorry, for the change. Everything else is still on.
Nexs header designed by earthmandala
22 Responses to “About”
Why Anybody Don’t Understand Me 7
Your memory is here, but you aren’t here
Your picture is here, but you aren’t beside me
Everybody leave me along, but I didn’t expect you to leave me, too
You were my love and all night and days feeing
How can I find my way when I have no light?
I can’t hope to be alive
My life story is finished already
By in my memory because I don’t like to forget you
My heart is beating for you even if I dead
You don’t know how I will cry when I say your name
I can’t stand your absence but you like my being absent
I idve whatever you like
8 Mohammad Reza Shokri Amiri
Rainbow has seven colors
But your love isn’t among these colors
Loving you is more beautiful for me
You are so kind that I can’t describe you
Life is scented with you
Feeling is colorful and gorgeous with you
My love to you is holy and everlasting
I never see love as this
How beautiful it is and full of beauty
I like you to be here while raining
Being wet under the rain is beautiful with you, my love
Why Anybody Don’t Understand Me 9
Do you remember the umbrella we walked under which in rain
We were absorbed in each other so much that ae didn’t notice
anybody
We were happy under that tall tree so much that we didn’t
understand time
passing
We were with each other and far from the world
Our fantasy was together and for each other
We understand love and as if it was part of our soul
Today we are not beside each other and live far from each other
Even we don’t know where we are
Lofe separated us and didn’t join us together again
Dear, I still live with your memories.
10 Mohammad Reza Shokri Amiri
I have a sorrowful song in my heart
It hurts me that you are not here
How could I breathe while you are not here
I tell you that you are always in my heart
How shouldn’t you be beside me while the world wants us beside each
other
My heart understands your feeling and you understand my feeling, too
I give my heart to you forever
A sorrowful song is inside of me when you aren’t here
I want you come back to me
I want to kiss you from bottom of my heart
Why Anybody Don’t Understand Me 11
Here is a defeated man
His life story is finished
A rain is not enough
Under which I cry
Once somebody ruined his loneliness
He never see today pessimistically
It is not a sin to say that I will die
As a loneliness that will die someday
And never the loneliness and being together are beside each other
The defeated man counts his tears one by one
I wish the tears have a little pity one by me
Here is a defeated man
12 Mohammad Reza Shokri Amiri
I demanded your eyes a kiss
I gift you to you all possions of the world
Rain is such generous which will be yours just for day
Life doesn’t mean sitting beside that tall wall
Life is the bricks of that wall which is linked by them
Love is such a wall with a tall willow tree beside which
And me who is sitting under that willow tree in a moon light without
you
This is my memory from your last meet
And how could I forget you
Why Anybody Don’t Understand Me 13
I didn’t understand your feeling toward me
I talk to you proudly and made you sad
I was proud and cruel to you
Nobody was as good as you
I saw that your eyes cried for me
But I laughed at you in my heart
Today my eyes are crying for you
And you know whether you laugh at me
But I know you are always kind and passionate to me
I don’t know anything about you, I don’t know where you are
How should I tell you that forgive me
You aren’t near me
Today I understand what love is
14 Mohammad Reza Shokri Amiri
I don’t like this city
Living in it makes me sad
I suffer from its people
I’m melting under their looks
I’m shivering lonely under the rain
There is nobody to help me
How can I live alone
Sorrow ruined me, I can’t continue
At midnight, I wake up of crying sound
I stand behind the window and look at the city
I never love this city
I don’t want to live in it
I don’t like this city
Why Anybody Don’t Understand Me 15
I engrave your name on my loneliness frieze
Ask when I’m writing your name I draw tears
A skilled painter had drawn your picture
And I put it on a tall wall
Every morning when I wake up I remember you
I touch the life with the splendid caresses of rain
There is a love hero who is waiting for death
I don’t enjoy anything else
I want to turn back to the past
I wish I could return to the life with you
16 Mohammad Reza Shokri Amiri
I gave you a violet
When you accepted it, I like that you love me
That flower brought our hearts near
That was my best moment in life
I saw all your beauties in that flower
Your smile caused me to be hopeful in life
When you smile, I knew that you love me
I sacrifice myself for you because you know what is love
Sweetheart, beside you my world is colorful
Why Anybody Don’t Understand Me 17
I know could your words
I know you are lying again
I never see you being honest
I don’t live you more
Because you don’t deserve my love
I don’t want waste my life with you
My life is mine not yours
I can’t forget ai sufferings caused by you
I want to be alone and forget your memories
You are not mine and I don’t want to be yours
When you are with me, my life is bitter and sorrowful
18 Mohammad Reza Shokri Amiri
I love you
What you feel when you read my letter
I know you are happy
I like that you love me
I like that you know about all restlessness
Don’t listen to anybody
Nobody understands
My home needs you
Love me.
I love you
Why Anybody Don’t Understand Me 19
I love you
How you feel when you read my letter
I know you are happy
I want you love me
Be familiar with all my restlessness
Don’t listen to anyone
Nobody understands my feeling
My home needs you
Love me
I love you
20 Mohammad Reza Shokri Amiri
I remember last memories
The days that I had beautiful moments with you
Life was not hard so much and I breathed calmly
I never feel gloomy
I didn’t know complaining and the color of sorrow
TODAY I KNOW THAT I HAVE A BIG HOLE IN MY
HEART
Lack of your being in my life is confused
Separation is so hard
Why Anybody Don’t Understand Me 21
I run away from you
To never being along
I didn’t do anything bad to you, but you were bad to me
I sacrificed my life for you
You taught me to grieve
I never knew how to cry
I ask god to disappear you
And pour down all bad events on you
22 Mohammad Reza Shokri Amiri
I wrote a letter
You hadn’t expected that
I know that you will make peace with me
I place you in my heart
Always in all goods and bads
My life will get a meaning as sea extentin
Please forgive my will you magnanimity
I sacrifice my life for your love
Why Anybody Don’t Understand Me 23
I wrote you letter
You didn’t expect it
I know you will make peace with me
I placed you in my heart
Always in all goods and bads
With you, my life has the extension of sea
Please forgive me with your greatness
I give my life to your love
24 Mohammad Reza Shokri Amiri
I wrote that I love you
You wrote that you are waiting
I wrote that I fall in you and your love
You wrote then you won the grieving game
I wrote that I kept your picture here
You wrote that you tore my picture
I’m thinking about that time you left me alone
How should I write that I love you
My hand is shivering that I should spend the night without you
Your eyes tell me that I should go and reach tomorrow
My writing a letter that is unfinished
Why Anybody Don’t Understand Me 25
If I ignored my pride
If I had a hear as large as an extended pain
If I notice lovely stories
Today you will be mine and I put my head on your shoulders
Love means that saying I love you
How should I tell you is lat when I understood that I love you
I spend my all days
I wish I told you that I love you those days
I wish I didn’t keep aloof from you
Today I regret you aren’t near me
I wish I could return to the past and those day
But it is impossible and I will be alone forever
26 Mohammad Reza Shokri Amiri
I’m happy when my daughter is smiling
I live whole world when my daughter is smiling
My daughter is pretty like a rose
I will be sad when she is crying
I don’t want to see her sadness for a second
The sky love her, too
I want all kindness in world for her
I sacrifice myself for without thinking a second about it
I love her mincing eyes forever
I want the whole suns warmth for her
I love my daughter proudly, because I’m a mother
Why Anybody Don’t Understand Me 27
I’m spending hard days
Nobody understands my pure feelings
I love flight with all colors in the rainbow
I love cloud because they are white and like you
I know the guide, so I like to choose the nearest one
because I want to see you sooner even a second
I open the windows to see the moonlight at night
The color of moon light eyes remind you to me
I wish see you and your smile again
I miss you
maybe you don’t miss me
28 Mohammad Reza Shokri Amiri
I’m standing behind a window
I’m looking at rain
And remembering one you were passing there
My heart pretended that is looking at raining
You knew that I love you
You looked at the window and gave me a smile
Since years ago I have been standing behind the window
In rainy dain
But you have not come
Where are you the best love earings
I trusted you in my heart
As a memory of that rainy day
Why Anybody Don’t Understand Me 29
Lullaby! My daughter is sleeping
Lullaby! Honey I love you
Sleep calmly that tonight is your peace night
With you I’m calm at night
Tonight moonlight is lullabying for you
How innocently you are sleeping
You are a little angel that God gifted to me to be beside me
My daughter! When you are laughing the sky is sunny, too
My heart is beating for you and continuing its life
Everything seems in a new color besides you
When you are with me, rose gives me a smile, too
Lullaby! My Daughter! My house is vivid with you
Sleep peacefully my daughter
30 Mohammad Reza Shokri Amiri
Life means hubbub and prowl of love
Life means that one begins everyday with a new thought
Life means sharing my feelings with you and loving you
Waking up with the sound of a breeze and opening the window
I want the whole world for you and just a smile form you is enough
for me
Life means singing for you and accompanying you with love
I know you are afraid my cold hands
But I understand loves meaning with you
My world has no color but with you loneliness prison is far from me
I love living with you
Why Anybody Don’t Understand Me 31
Mother! You taught me how to love
Whole world is filled by your compassion
The life has no meaning
Love kiss was not fresh for anyone
You are so kind that sacrifices yourself
I love you as sky stars
I don’t like to see your sadness and tears at all
I love you because the whole world is beautiful with you
I worship you like god
And I love you like love
32 Mohammad Reza Shokri Amiri
My happiness is ended
When I see you going
You never understand my feelings
You don’t know what rain tastes
For your cry is like raining
Your memories are here
And you are on the other side of a glauce
Your compassion to me likes god’s compassion to me
I tell the truth I miss you being here
My happiness is ended.
Why Anybody Don’t Understand Me 33
Night is dark
Darkness of wave calls tomorrow
Once someone is looking at me
I wonder how should I run away
From your eyes that are inviting me innocently
Is it possible I don’t fall in love
I like to love you
I come to you with open arms
Do you accept me
With that feeling I can come near you
I wonder I should tell you honestly
That I love you forever
34 Mohammad Reza Shokri Amiri
Nobody understand me
Life doesn’t love me
I’m standing at the wall and crying
I feet that everything has sorrow color for me
I like to cry but I have no tear
I don’t talk to anybody, I don’t want to sadden anybody
Who will say that crying is the only way to decrease sorrow
I want to cry for everybody
For rain, for you, for myself
I tell everyone that I love you but you don’t love me
Life is song of crying at a wall
Why Anybody Don’t Understand Me 35
She knew nothing about life
How happy she is
She even didn’t know how to walk
How nice that she didn’t learn being sad
We should be happy for her
Don’t worry for her
Because she will have good days
Sun is jealous of her
Look that how she is happy
She didn’t know anything about life
36 Mohammad Reza Shokri Amiri
Still I’m thinking about yesterday that why I ruined my today
In memory of your eyes that enchanted me with feeling
Nobody sees my tears to tell you about them
My eyes are waiting for you
Separation gave me a great sorrow
I like to fill the whole world with raining
I wish I could rely on you forever, but I know it’s impossible
Life is an unre oeated game
I don’t like sorrows because they sadden you
I am always ready to see you to laugh when you come even it you
don’t come
My heart is full of passion and smile for you
Why Anybody Don’t Understand Me 37
The sun is shining
When I received your letter
My eyes got loves color
My feeling forgives me even though it laughs
Life means loving you
Touching a letter and kissing you
Love bring me to heaven
38 Mohammad Reza Shokri Amiri
Wars will come but everyone thinks that come noisily
Nobody know that noise will come after war
Years come after wars and sunny days will come
Who sees the child that looses his future on the mines
Never nobody see those ruins
They gather all memories in a book and go
Nobody talk about that evening which show us loneliness and anxiety
Everybody hear those shootings but nobody hear the shots of sorrows
Everybody talks about good tomorrow but they don’t talk about
mothers crying
The pure rain has nowhere for raining and will go silently
This is the war and you know that loneliness will remain
Why Anybody Don’t Understand Me 39
When you cry I grieve so much that prefer your absence
Stop crying and smile
Life is beautiful for you, too
Sun will shine for you
You never will see the moonlight tears
Hope in tomorrow because it will be yours
Sunset never remain for seeing and crying
Stars will arise for your light
Smile to life without sorrow
You like to see peace, too
You may see it one day too be hopeful
40 Mohammad Reza Shokri Amiri
Why one should kill his feeling when he can go to sky with that
How you can’t see yourself and hide your innermost feelings
Why you hide yourself and afraid of yourself
You seek refuge in others smile
But you underestimate yourself
You won’t do that if you know that you will see yourself with a
beautiful smile
You listen to little talks and feel comfortable
You crushed your feeling but you don’t understand
Rely on yourself and walk firmly
Nobody is more precious than you
I love myself because I’m full of feelings
Why Anybody Don’t Understand Me 41
You are my treasure map
Once I found you
Nobody knows you place
But I found you from the depth of my feeling
You didn’t think that you will end with me
You are a rare treasure that everyone cannot find you
I had the love chance
That was gods mercy.
42 Mohammad Reza Shokri Amiri
You bring me a new world
You own my all feelings for yourself
How nice you should me the love
Before seeing you the whole world was another color for me
When I see you, everything become another color for me, color of
love
I like this color, because it is your color
Your love is my everything
God gave me a treasure to protect
Loving you is everlasting for me
I never forget you
I love you
Why Anybody Don’t Understand Me 43
Someday I was fallen in your love
Without any expectancy
You scorned me so much that you don’t know
I didn’t lie to you
But you just be unkind to me
How should I tell you that today I hate you
I won’t forgive your unkindness
Solitude and loneliness are my guests in this dark room
You gave them to me
Someday my home was full of happiness
If you see that today my home is so quite
I don’t forgive you . . .
44 Mohammad Reza Shokri Amiri
War came and ruined everything
All of your and my memories
My feeling cracked by first shot
Why is everything ruined despite all affections
I want to see peace again
I want to be with you forever and touch my deep feeling
Horror sound ruined me in my deep inside
Who is going to answer me?
All sounds are dead
My heart is feverish in a cage of horror
War came and ruined everything
My home your home
Why Anybody Don’t Understand Me 45
I know this song
It is far but it is near
It will repose in my ears with a truth
It will moisten my fancy with rain
How should I go from here?
There is a sorrow in my heart
Since years ago, I’m involving with this sorrow
I should go and say I’m alone
I’m crying without you
46 Mohammad Reza Shokri Amiri
A child is crying
I heard him since many years ago
Whole the world know that he is crying
With what sound they should be waked up
Is any sound more painful than a child sound
Nobody sees him
He is warming himself with cold weather
Why rain is just moistening him
What a feeling more than that nobody loves you
Everyone knows he is crying
But nobody sees him
The world is asleep and never wakes up for him
Hi folks,
I don’t exactly know what this poem has to do with the topic of Nesseq, but I approve it anyway. Hope you enjoy it!
Max
Max, HELP ME PLEASE with your power and connections in the israeli intelligence.
i need to know if brent brownell is nicolas cage. if brent brownell
is nicolas cage, he could not be more of a jerk. i want my kids. i
want my stuff. i want the creeps out of my life. i want no further
trouble with my driving permissions, no more snakes at my door, no
more spiders spinning dope and etc. no more crap. if nicolas cage is
brent brownell, he has boundary trouble with reality and fiction. in
particular, i feel outrage over the movie raising arizona. if nicolas
cage is not brent, brent has probably had trouble over the
resemblance. mindy fenstermaker admits no relation to mork and mindy.
but, there was an issue.
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Dear Alice Vatilesa,
thank you for your kind comment. I gathered the information and my thoughts to the information for more then 25 years.
I hope I’m not too far off the mark.
Please keep visiting nesseq.com.
Max Nadel
Dear Max : Nice site, thank you for the great work.
Hi, I came across your site by on a fluke when I was looking on Google then I came upon your website.
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Carlos R.
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Omar from the UK
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FOH Engineer, Adam R.
Johannesburg, South Africa